I am so so sorry to everyone who lost a loved one this year
here is mine
January: My friend since we were very little got into the wrong group of people and was doing things I didnt agree with, so, we stopped talking (i know sounds pitiful, but when you're young like me, it does suck. Im glad it happened though)
February: My dog died
March: archie, one of my goats died
April: all 3 of crickets babies were born dead ( i think this is kinda when my depressive state started)
may: Delta, one of my first dairy goats died (still havent gotten over that one)
September: i turned 14
November: my uncle and his whole family got covid, and my uncle was hospitalized for 3 days. luckily he is ok
June-now hasn't been so bad, or I've forgotten anything else mostly because ive pretty much been isolating my self from everybody but my close friends, family, and of course animals. I don't care much for anyone else anyways lol. I just don't have the energy to go out and talk to others. That's also why I've been so inactive here. Sitting at the computer for school keeps me away from the computer during my free time. I visit often, just don't post much. Ive picked up alot of hobbies to keep me busy other than the goats. Ive been making soap like crazy, plus, started painting, knitting again, and just recently embroidering. Also nursed a calf back to heath as most of yall know! He is doing well! Ive also kinda just realized i may have been/ currently stuck in a depressive episode like a couple days ago lol. I ve talked to my mom and friends about it and my friends say they are feeling the same way, so its nice knowing im not alone.
today, to make sure my goats dont suffer from my current mental state, i deep cleaned their stall, and got everyone on the stand and did a checkup so to speak. Everyone is doing well, but the open ones are due for vaccines. Dont worry, iv been keeping up with hooves, famachas, copper, etc. But they also need more selenium. to be fair, im always stuggling with selenium. And i gotta find a cobalt block. Everyone is doing well, and that makes me happy
so does this colder weather, and the fact that Christmas is right around the corner!