This was an awful day. Violet pushed and pushed and I pulled like crazy but her single wasn't coming out. violet was starting to fade so we put her down and I attempted to save the kid by cutting her open. Not an experience I ever hope to repeat. We lost her and the baby and I'm a crying mess. At this point I'm seriously considering selling everyone not sure I can go through that again.
Thanks guys definitely a rough day. I forget how attached I am to them until something like this happens. My husband's knows I'd be upset if I sold them so he won't let me go that far but for the next few days atleast the kids will be taking care of goat chores. I can't look at them without bawling so ill be staying away for a bit till my heart can handle it. And I'll be letting this thread die off not sure I can stand seeing so many pictures of my sweet Violet girl