This morning I went out to check on my goats and found a dead buckling. I honestly have been worried every morning for the past 6 weeks that I would find a dead goat because we have had such an issue with 2 does and their babies. Both trios(mom and 2 doelings, and mom and 2 bucklings) got coccidia. The mom and 2 doelings bounced right back after I got a fecal and dosed them with marquis. The other goats. Not so much. With the second doe and her bucklings I got the same meds for even though I usually go the herbal route because I just felt it was the best option. The does diarhea was terrible. I got home with the meds and I extracted 4 ccs. And I needed a minimum of 13 to dose her. So I go back to the vet to get what I paid for and the girl acted like I was lying. Charged me for more meds and when I get back home I extracted 11.5 all together. At this point I had to leave for work. With it being a Friday I knew the vet would be closed and I freaked out and just gave her the meds. Even though I slightly under dosed her she got better. 3 weeks later she had diarhea again. So I took a fecal in and explained the situation about how I was double charged and didn't dose her enough and thought she had cocci still. The receptionist( who was the one who shorted me) got irritated and talked to the vet. Who by the way never even spoke to me. She said that they saw tapes in the fecal. Not enough cocci to cause diarhea but if she did have it again that it would be because my I didn't clean my pens well enough, not because she was underdosed. Which made me upset because I do clean my pens. She was in an unused one after this anyway. Like I've never had any animal in this pen. I dosed her with safe guard and still no change. At this point her eyelids are barely pink and her bucklings now have diarhea. At this point I'm frustrated to the point of tears. I've spent so much on a vet and they are extremely unhelpful. I ended up having my ex-bosses wife do a fecal for me. She saw a huge amount of cocci. So I dosed them all with corid. For 5 days and now we are working on anemia. My doe is pretty weak but still eating. I've dosed her with red cell 2 days now. But after finding the dead buckling I just feel so defeated and like I don't know what I'm doing! He was fine yesterday. I need help! I know this is all over the place. If someone could help that would be great!