Goodbye Xcell

Discussion in 'Rainbow Bridge' started by RunAround, Sep 20, 2009.

  1. RunAround

    RunAround New Member

    Feb 17, 2008
    Massachusetts
    I never thought for a second that yesterday I would be saying goodbye. It all happened so fast and I'm still in shock. I'm so sorry that I couldn't have done more to easy your pain at the end. But you are with your kids now and with Dawn.

    I had so many plans for you, but they are all gone and I'm left with a hole in my heart that I don't know how to fix right now.

    I feel like I failed you, but I know I tried everything and sadly I had to learn with you that I can't save them all.

    Goodbye Xcell, Rest in Peace and I will see you on the rainbow bridge. :tear: :angel:

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  2. StaceyRosado

    StaceyRosado Administrator Staff Member Supporting Member

    Oct 4, 2007
    NJ
    oh I'm in tears again :hug: :tears:
     

  3. RowdyKidz

    RowdyKidz Senior Member

    Apr 2, 2009
    NW Ohio
    I am so sorry! :tears: :hug:
     
  4. sweetgoats

    sweetgoats Moderator

    Oct 18, 2007
    Peyton CO.
    OH she was beautiful. I am so sorry. :tears:
     
  5. toth boer goats

    toth boer goats Moderator Staff Member Supporting Member

    Jul 20, 2008
    Corning California
    She was beautiful.....I am so sorry.. :tears: ...she will be dearly ..missed .... :hug:
     
  6. AlaskaBoers

    AlaskaBoers New Member

    May 6, 2008
    Wasilla Alaska
    she is beautiful. sorry you lost her. :grouphug: :hug:
     
  7. KW Farms

    KW Farms Moderator Supporting Member

    Jun 21, 2008
    Wapato, WA
    I am so sorry..she was such a wonderful doe. :hug:
     
  8. Laurel_Haven

    Laurel_Haven New Member

    768
    Oct 19, 2007
    South Carolina
    With tears I post to say how sorry I am for the loss of Xcell. She was a beautiful doe whom I know you loved very much. I am so so sorry this happened. :hug:
     
  9. bheila

    bheila New Member

    644
    Jan 9, 2009
    Kent, Wa
    She was absolutely gorgeous! :love: I'm so sorry you lost her :hug:
     
  10. liz

    liz Well-Known Member

    Oct 5, 2007
    Shelocta PA
    Excell was a beautiful lil' girl, and she knew just how much you loved her, I am so sorry she has gone to Rainbow Bridge, take comfort knowing that she's with her babies and Dawn, and she'll be waiting for you :hug:
     
  11. cdtrum

    cdtrum New Member

    Aug 25, 2008
    Northern Indiana
    I am so sad for you.......what a pretty girl! She will live on in your heart and memories, take comfort that she is no longer in pain......it is those that are left behind that hurt the most :hug: .
     
  12. FarmGirl18

    FarmGirl18 New Member

    Oct 5, 2007
    Oklahoma
    I am sooo sorry Ashley!! She was such a beautiful girl. :( :hug:
     
  13. kelebek

    kelebek New Member

    Oct 5, 2007
    South Texas
    I am sorry to hear about Xcell - I hope in time your heart will heal and you will never forget how much joy that she brought to you.
     
  14. Idahodreamer

    Idahodreamer Senior Member

    Omg, I am so sorry! :hug:.
    I know how hard it is when you lose a special pet.
    We're all here for a group hug, runaround.
    So we can all relate to what your feeling.
    So sorry for your lose.
    She was such a beautiful, sweet-looking doe.
    :tears:
     
  15. Coraxfeather

    Coraxfeather New Member

    936
    Oct 8, 2008
    Slippery ROckPA
    I am so sorry hun :hug: :tears:
     
  16. Epona142

    Epona142 The farm that Hope began

    May 25, 2008
    Madisonville, TX
    I'm so sorry. She was a beautiful doe. :hug: :tears:
     
  17. RunAround

    RunAround New Member

    Feb 17, 2008
    Massachusetts
    Than You Everyone it really means a lot. :tear: :thankU:

    I also made a video in memory of her on Youtube: [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISl_qxvc4xs"]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISl_qxvc4xs[/ame]
     
  18. shadycreekgoats

    shadycreekgoats New Member

    800
    Mar 23, 2009
    Northern Illinois
    I'm sorry you lost her.... :hug: She was beautiful.... :hug:
     
  19. Dreamchaser

    Dreamchaser New Member

    Oct 29, 2008
    Camp Verde, AZ
    Aww.. Forgive my ignorance, but I haven't been around much. What happened? Did her kidding not go well? That is too bad. I know how hard it is to lose one. I'm not looking forward to it myself, but I know it will happen sooner or later.
     
  20. RunAround

    RunAround New Member

    Feb 17, 2008
    Massachusetts
    We aren't really sure what happened but I believe she went septic cause the kids died inside her and died from that. At the end she was definitely trying to abort her kids.