i have not been posting much latly as i have been very busy. all my does finally kidded & i have not felt right for quit some time. now some of you on here already know this but just wanted to tell the rest of you that i do come on here every day(couple of times) but i have been spending alot of time at the doctors having test done. well they finnaly found out what is wrong with me. i have non hodgkins lymphoma. pretty much what it means is i have cancer in my lymphnodes in my chest & abdomin. i will be starting treatment in a week. so far they will be chemo. i feel very pausative about the out come but right now i get very tired easy so even tho i am not on alot i am thinking of all of you. have a great day folks chat later