I am DONE. Winky, my 3 month old doe died. It is time for me to face some HARSH realities. I am not able to do this anymore. Winky's death speaks to MY management. I thought I only needed help from my husband but, in reality he's getting help from me.He already has his hands full. We also raise toy poodles. I have 7 dogs. We are both up in age me 57yo with a heart condition and him 66yo with hypertension (high blood pressure). So I now see that we are not able and most of the work was falling on him and these are my goats. SO, I've decided to disperse my whole herd. It's only 6 goats now. 4 does, 1 buck, and 1 wether. I've decided to do this for them. Obviously something is very wrong. I've lost 4 goats in less than 6 months. First JoJo died. Hannah lost a buckling because she was too young to get pregnant. Bonnie had two kids and the buck died within 24 hours. I bottle fed Winky for 10 weeks and now she's gone. Again this speaks to MY management. So it is time to seek a good home for them. I hope that no one judges me to harshly. I really did try. I feel absolutely terrible. I want to I'm . I thought I could handle this but I'm not able anymore. I my animals to much to see them suffer. This is the right thing to do.