I am at home and I am trying to not call my boss as see how they are doing. I am spose to be relaxing and can nto seem to do that with out wondering how Tashie and the others are doing. My littel Dude and Clem and all of them. Tashie cried when I went out the dor. She coudl nto see her mommy. That tore my heart out! I want to run back in and grab her and tell her it will be alright. I pulled up pick and cried a bit cause I remember all the stuff I went though to keep her alive and I feel like I have abonded her. I can nto take her to my normal home cause she is not allowed where I live.