Well, I just wrote a big long post about the circumstances on why my children do not live with me and the situation with my youngest daughter, Elysia. Well as you can see the post is gone - photobucket froze my whole computer and then shut down the entire internet on me. So here are the main points - - I have 3 kids - unfortunate events happened that my 2 oldest live with their father in Louisiana due to a medical condition with my son and I didn't want to split the siblings up because of "my" wants. - I have a daughter who lives in Turkey, that turned 7 years old in August that I haven't seen since she was 5 months old. - I have no idea where exactly in Turkey my daughter is - I know that she lives with her grandparents - NOT her father - do not have a phone number or address for her - Father calls periodically drunk and says she has all these problems (supposedly - ADD, ADHD, emaciated - this is what was said last week and she is on meds for it all - mind you this is the FIRST time I have heard from him since Dec last year.) - Father only sends a couple pictures every 6 months or so. Anyway, I logged onto myspace today, and found that he had posted some pics of her. Now some might wonder what my "screen name" is - Kelebek. Kelebek means Butterfly in Turkish - which is my baby girl's nickname since before she was born. She is my butterfly! I LOVE YOU ELYSIA!!!!!!!