And I confuse me as well. My ex-boyfriend Mitchell and I were going out for three years, we had an explosive fight because he was drinking alot and just disappearing when we had planned to do something. (yes I know it's not like we were married but he could have been considerate and let me know) Well I broke up with him, he made up some rumors about me being a "psycho b****" and we haven't talked much since. (every now and again we would) Well now he came over to my house last Saturday to tell me that he's joining the Marines. And it scares me. I don't want him to get shot or anything. I thought I was completely over him but apparently not. I don't know what to think. If he dies I just don't know. Heck he may be just fine and I won't have to worry and then he'll settle down with some girl eventually. (which bothers me some) We wound up watching a movie this past Saturday together with his Aunt and her kids. And of course it was the movie Shooter...... not what I needed to see. Why am I so stupid when it comes to guys? :help: :roll: Sorry I just had to vent.