Pretty disappointed.

Well, we had the county show yesterday for the sheep. This is where we make the money back on our sheep usually. But this year they changed the rules, instead of everybody getting into the sale only about 10 people got in. And getting into the sale was how I was going to be able to get my truck. I didn't make it though. :tears: So I have one last show and I'm hoping I might get in but I doubt it because it's an even bigger show, so if I didn't get into county I probably won't get into districts.

I only needed $600. :tears:

 

Thanks everyone. If I don't get a truck I don't know what I'll do about getting to work, school (college), or taking all of the animals to the vet and what not. I'm not losing hope completely yet.

 

I'm trying to look at the good things, but somedays it's really hard. I'm really not trying to complain, because I know it could be worse and that there are people that are having a harder time than I am.

 

It's Tuesday. But I can't go. :tears: I am failing a class. (I just now got my book though! :angry: ) It's not fair, I started in my math class this semester and there weren't enough books, the teacher kept saying that he would get me a book, so I finally went to the principal to ask her when the book was coming in. She didn't even know that there weren't enough books! :veryangry: So she ordered it and I just now got it. I fell too far behind in it and couldn't keep up without a book of my own. I tried to borrow someone's every weekend to catch back up but it's hard and I just couldn't do it and I'm embarassed about it. I feel so stupid. They said that they couldn't bend the rules for me. But my sister may be able to show them for me, she just has a harder time bracing them for me, so I highly doubt it will happen, she's just not used to it yet. So I guess I won't be getting a truck anytime soon.

 

Thanks. I still didn't get to go. Our conference with the pricipal is tomorrow. (I think they did that so that I still could't go) So basically I have no way to get a vehicle. (anyone interested in some lambs for pets/lawnmowers?) If I can sell both Heidi and Chase. Both at $150 or so, and then sell the lambs for $100 or so together plus sell some graphics, I may be able to get a cheapo truck that won't last long. (there is one person that may be willing to trade an older truck for my dad's older dirtbike though) I don't know, it's so frustrating. :tears: I did happen to have the most horrible mental break down ever. Literally. I had a huge nervous breakdown. I think Spring Break will help my nerves alot though, spend some extra time with the goats and horse. I am fine now though, I just had a lot dumped on me that day. Thanks for letting me vent.