well i went today & had my 4th chemo treatment. the good news is that all my blood counts are almost at normal range. the bad news is that i asked my dr if this means that when i am done i will be cancer free & he said there are 2 grades of the cancer i have there is a low grade that is curable & a high grade that is not. so of course i have the high grade one. so i can keep it under control with chemo & meds but will never be rid of it all togeather. i am a little bummed out because i was hoping to be free of it. but i guess like every thing else i will learn toi live with it one day at a time.