Can not hang the all the decraction because they depress me. Do nto knwo if my girls can make to x-mas this year. I got no money so maken x-mas presents for everyone. Working for knid of free. All my money is going in the bank to get my checking account back into postive. *sighs* I see the tree and think that there is not going to be much under it. Sick and misserable that is what is going on with me now. Loosen animals on the farm. This year looks a bit blue. Need help here to get in the x-mas spirit.