Oh my, I am so sorry. It must just be awful going through that. What a horrible situation. I hope that you can eventually move on and find a place so you can have animals again. :hug:
Hey, I think it would be safe to say we've all been there. Yes, some lessons are very hard to accept. Are you familiar with the saying no good deed goes unpunished? Unfortunately, that proves to be true way too often. I sincerely hope things work out and you achieve everything you set out to do. I wish you the very best!Thank you all for 'reading' my moment if weakness. Sometimes if you just don't 'let go,' it consumes you. Yes, in hindsight it was incredibly ignorant to just dive in, do the absolute best I could and believe all would work out. I guess my consolation is even if all goes 'worst case scenario," I did the right thing by taking care of family when it was needed because that is most important. I see my mistake now.... that was the 'expectation' of something in return. My goodness, some lessons take a long time to learn. Now, I'll 'let go and let God...' if it's meant to be, it will work out somehow.